I guess I'm just an old fashioned girl with an itch I can't scratch. - April 20th, 2004

I'm feeling anxious. Or restless I guess. Lately I've been watching all these reality shows about plastic surgery and its been depressing me. It makes me feel like I'm the ugliest thing in the world. I look at these women who have cosmetic surgery done and I wonder why? They were pretty before the surgery. Most of the time they look worse than when they went in. Our society has a penchant for perfection.

I wish I had just one weekend with Jeremiah, just the two of us, where money wasn't an issue and we could get all dolled up and have fun. We could go play putt-putt, go latin dancing, have a picnic. I guess I'm just an old fashioned girl with an itch I can't scratch.

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