Shouldn't I be happy? - June 8th

I should be happy right? I mean, that's the natural reaction of somebody who was just offered a job. But I'm not happy. I'd be in no better shape financially that I'm in right now. Yes it'd be a full time job, but I'd be taking a pay cut, with no benefits, as well as getting myself into kakhis and polos all over again. Why can't I catch a break? Is it too much to ask for my the job of my dream? no.

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