What do I have to say today? - Nov 10th

I want a baby. I know I'm only 24. And I know I still live with a roomie in a duplex, and I can't afford to raise a baby on my salary, and first I have to get engaged, get married, get a raise, then buy a home. But dernnit! When's it going to be my turn? Daveman brought in his newly adopted son from Asia, Cayden, to work and he is the cutest baby boy I have ever seen!

I've been thinking about pregnancy a lot lately. Don't know why? I want so badly to feel a life growing inside of me. To put my hands on my tummy and know that my child is in there makes me anxious and overtly happy.

The vote is in. Well, technically nobody voted just Jeremiah decided. Washington D.C. is our weekend destination. I just hope it won't be like my 23rd birthday experience. Spend all day riding rollar coasters, walking and running around in the rain, and touring the Rock n Roll Hall of Fame that we're both asleep by 9pm.

I'd like to see all the historic sites of D.C. just not wear myself out. I don't want to feel rushed AT ALL. Wake up, eat, maybe take an early swim in the indoor pool, check out the sites, have a romantic dinner and see some more sites at night. Go back to the hotel, make love, then cuddle and fall asleep. Yeup, that's how I want to spend my Saturday. Jeremiah, you better read this!

And I'm also stressed out. Christmas is approaching and once again I'm lacking in the financial department. Sure I'm making more than I did last year but I also want to give better presents. Better usually means more expensive. So I have a feeling that people will only get 1 present each from me. I have a few people taken care of but I'm already hurting. And I need ASAP to buy a winter coat and the one I have picked out costs around $300. Its all wool, and its really long so it will definatly keep me warm during my daily walk to and from work.

Crap, I need to go to the bank, clean the house, pack, check the car, go to best buy, fix dinner....ar-argggggg. blagh. poop.

Is it 5:30 yet?

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