Two years together - Nov 22nd, 2004

Well, my feeling of betrayel quickly converted to realizing how much I acutally love him.

For our 2 years together (Nov 18), Jeremiah entered the door with a dozen redish/pinkish and white roses. I actually ran out of room to put them. Surprise, me running out of vases to put flowers. I never get flowers.

But that wasn't what brought forth the realization. It was the CD he made. He took all the pictures we ever took of eachother during the past 2 years and compiled them on a CD complete with a musical soundtrack of songs that explain how he feels for me. I never felt more happy or more scared in my entire life.

Happy because that was the best present I have EVER gotten. Talk about waterworks. I'm glad I was wearing my waterproof mascara that day.

And I was scared because I realized how much I loved him and thought about what my life would be like if he suddenly wasn't in it.

Before - After