Feeling of almost losing him - Dec 15th

So my little turd of a boyfriend scared the crap out of me last night. See, we have a routine..he always, ALWAYS calls when he gets off work. Well, 1 hr and 15 minutes after he got off work he still hadn't called. And he wouldn't answer when I called him. Panic started to settle in when I hopped in Lori's car to drive over to his house to see if he was there. NOPE! No truck in his driveway. The tears started to fall as I envisioned him crumpled up in his truck on the side of the road with the phone in his bloody hand. Just as I started to hypervenilate, he called.

Craphead! That's right Jeremiah, you are a craphead for not calling me!

Its unlike him not to call right after work. What else am I supposed to think since he doesn't have a social life outside of me.

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